365days without life.

the strength to carry on. where?

shame on me for always being like this.
gdnaix world i hope i have a bigger heart to embrace the cause im barely hanging on to.
when im up and done for the day,it'll be 16hours shorter to my reunions..

Pusher

the crazy amount of happiness i drown in when im with them, 

no one else can compare. 

< 60hours more t dede being back in action in witness of our insanity. 

:(  

2358hrs

life's been good for me recently. 

i didnt want tonight to end despite me being really exhausted.. 

it's hard to bid goodbyes,to not know when you'll see each other again. 

why this Sunday seem exceptionally sad? 

everyone's leaving. 

不喜欢离别的感觉:(

Lao ban

the effort to remember what i said, 

what i wanted to try, is way more touching than what a pair of JCL can get me. 

thankyou mf for getting it and sending it all the way from Chinatown!!!!! :) 

you know i really love you one,i dont lie! hehe

haven't tried this in my life and i'll tell you how it taste after i finish it. 

probably gonna be the sweetest and tastiest tau huey in my life. 

indeed it was the best tau huey in my life so far. 

so determined to get one bowl for all my bbeis!!!!!!

2.26

" ... sometimes we ease the pain by making the best of what we have ... " 

Nightmares

last night i dreamt that everyone around me got possessed by the same ghost...
the same ghost kept following me!
should be the movie The Devil Inside having its side effects on me...
i was to my wit's end in the dream and i committed suicide.
and i woke up to an empty house cos everyone was out,
& a very bad backache which hasn't gone away until now. ( MIGHT BE DUE TO THE SUICIDE )
nightmares be gone pls :'(
gdnaix all

weary

thought my day was already very complete cos this morning i had a very very short nonsensical chat with S. 

like really short, less than a min. 

but i was already grinning from ear to ear LOL. 

had subway! then went training. 

played a few sets :( probably the last training i'll ever attend for at least a few months. 

after training had dinz with my dears and then waited for th boys to come :) 

finally seeing them again AFTER ALMOST A WEEK!! 

very awesome thursday. :)

all because of a pair of shoes that doesn't belong to me,and will never be mine. 

" Let us not be weary doing good , for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. "

Galatians 6:9

these are the people that bring colours to my life. 

no more vulgar. you heard me. no more!